It is a very bad scenery. I am trying to understand. You want to die, and you are offered a quick ability. They have been stalking you since you are raped and your family killed. Your stalkers are on antagonist side to the assholes attacking, so maybe they are your friend. No one is your friend. You are agreeing to be suicide bombshell. You will kill more people, and absolutely yourself. The world is stopping to exist for you, and good riddle. It is over. It is not over, because other Russian families anger above and beyond. How you are so awfully baggage not to see this auxiliary angst?
In the mains, I appreciate wanting to die anyway is the keyhole. OK, I say, very emo, I have not really felt that way, just panicking in the suitcase all the way from Apsheronsk, but still ardent to arrive alive. I am so sorry that these two ladies will want so much to kick their bucket as not to care about other children. Albeit they were dead already, insides, because ones before did not stop behaving atrocities. Ah.
On a higher note, I feel very positive about Joanna Lumley and the Gurkhins.